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(Written: 12/21/02)

 

The creation of a beautiful rainbow

it is easy to see the colors that show.

But what can not be seen is it's hold

and the journey it took to be unfold.

 

So much contribution to it's creation

tis why it's beauty brings us salvation.

Stopping people to awe in admiration

for one can not resist such temptation.

 

Such beauty must had always been so

but no, a journey of pain it had to go.

A rainbow is often seen after it's rain

how it's so that beauty is seen, not pain.

 

When we are only seeing with the eyes

we fail to see what's beneath that lies.

The beauty that our eyes have envision

sprouts from series of painful incisions.

 

With the beauties, we're blessed to see

we must not also forget how it came to be.

And the beauty we can not seem to find

don't be quick to run, giving in to blind.

 

*From rain and pain....... beauty is attain*

 

 

(Written: 01/13/03)

Sometimes without any warning

we shed tears to unknown pain

thinking it's brought from cruelty

without knowing it's true intention

 

If in but one tear, i will give to you

so that you may be in shed no more

To cry a river of tears in brokenness

is a better cry than to of ocean blue

 

You say that you will love me true

through it all, even days of uncertain

Your Loving affections will be shown

and a day of your love, i will not go

 

But my love for you grows the same

as that of yours to each passing day

though you may not believe and see

it goes without saying, I love you too

 

My Love may not be seen in the same

but baby, it doesn't mean it's not true

And though my strength is not of same

your happiness, is my only intention....

 

(written: 1/13/03)

Many days of night have come to a past

since the days of us that could not last.

Your name, i use to sing in melody tune

playing since first on that summer june.

 

A song of love created by two of heart

shared and sung together til both part.

The song remains silent til days of now

and the dream of reap, held still in sow.

 

If to do it all over again, i'd differ not

for a lifetime of your love, i came to got.

Blessed more than i had ever dreamt be

a love of heaven's beauty, i came to see.

 

Your Love, i have kept to remain true me

even though the bodies of us, couldn't be.

Separate ways, we both journeyed forth

searching for the one of our true north.

 

In heart, our Love still lives to be breath

in secret, I will love you until life's death.

Remaining still, until expiration of time

your love will play in this heart of mine.

 

*Body may have part, but true is one's love in heart*

 

(Written: 01/13/03)

 

Our paths did not crossed in science

but played was fate's part in silence.

Bringing to both, a love true of ease

binding the hearts free from lie's tease.

 

Frozen in awe was my vision of you

blissful beauty of only heaven's true.

Flows of sweetness in lover's tune

carrying none of bitterness to prune.

 

Your beauty brought me to be weak

and words, I could not find to speak.

Movement of towards, I could not

weak in knees was I to one still spot.

 

Alive were the eyes and heart in beat

it's you, that i am now again complete.

If  but only I had the courage to say

"Baby, please won't you forever stay."

 

But cowardly, i too ran to hide in fear

that alone, i'll remain to shed in tear

Never to reveal my secret of loving you

even though, you're in love with me too.

 

*With the finding of you,.. Love came true.*

 

(Written: 01/14/03)

Without any effort in each's part

Love still grows stronger in heart.

Deeper the feelings take into seep

thoughts of each, appear in creep.

 

Slower is heart's beat when missed

faster in rhythm is it when kissed.

Skipping a beat when you're near

perfectly harmonic in silence stare.

 

When far apart, strengths deplete

weakening to emptiness incomplete.

Without whole, missing into tear

waiting in all hours til you appear.

 

But all are washed and lost in sight

when you're with me shining bright.

Strength is replenish to fullest true

when you say, "I Love you too....."

 

*Nco koj ib leeg xwb.... kev sib hlub yog wb*

 

(written: 01/14/03)

It has been much too long

since you last sang our song

Why must you keep distance

as if i'm not of any existence

 

Do you not know of my miss

needing that of only your kiss

Searching to again find you

holding on to our love so true

 

Writing message in lovers' sea

as it washes to the shores of me

Leaving before i can finish read

disappearing, leaving me in need

 

Waiting again for a blue moon

hoping you'll appear again soon

Praying, i'll catch you in throw

and Love, we can finally let show

 

*Every time you leave... alone is me*

(Written: 01/15/03)

 

I know that at times you've wonder

lingering thoughts you've ponder.

On why, we have still yet to meet

doubting if it's just words of sweet.

 

Wanting to know if my love is true

or will you soon be singing in blue.

Distance is not even that in great

yet, together we've not made a date.

 

Dreams keep stretching on and on

and yearning weighs heavy in ton.

Nights of sleepless waits in cyber

longing for words before and after.

 

But baby, lose not into that of mind

for in heart you've already it's find.

Together, we will one day come be

keep Faith and you will come to see.

 

Dreams in truth has reality in pure

yearning's weight will soon endure.

Nights of sleepless will be at ease

hearing words of love to only please.

 

It may seem as if we're taking slow

but baby, our love keeps it's grow.

Enjoying every stroll of love's bless

takes us to have more and not less.

 

*Love comes to be,.. when we slowly see*

 

(Written: 01/15/03)

Full circle you've turn to be able

recovering from shadow's label.

Stronger in woman, you are now

reaping what you have had in sow.

Holding on tight now are you me

running scare are the fears of we.

 

It's now our turn to shine bright.

 

People hide in all disguise of tears

unable to wash away, it only appears.

Keeping it all in heart to sorrow

weaken in heart to better tomorrow.

See are we, with each other's eyes

renewing the heart from past cries.

 

It's now our turn to shine bright.

 

The days of yesterdays, we keep

so to embrace tomorrow from weep.

Shattered pieces of heart broken

mended by the words of your spoken.

A love in sweet and kind from we

and Love is no longer of a mystery.

 

It's now our turn to shine bright.

 

(Written: 12/12/02)

They say, if a smile one is able to give

then Love, one will always find to live.

If the laughter in us can take hold

then much more lies ahead to be unfold.

 

If memories are treated as treasure

then nothing will bring greater pleasure.

For nothing touches the Heart

in great depths, than what has not part.

 

A smile, touch, hug, kiss i too need

tis why, before you, i'm on my knees.

Pleading to take and be taken

hoping for more than what's been shaken.

 

With a simple look in your eyes

and i found myself filled with butterflies.

The simple touch of your hand

and i know where i've been longing to stand.

 

Forever and ever, you and me

tis what Heaven wrote to always be.

The words spoken from each

are from the Hearts, and could not be teach.

 

Our Love is written in the stars

so we can always find, no matter who we are.

However many times we return

the fire we've created, will keep it's burn.

 

*And with you.. all my wishes came true.*

 

(Written: 12/14/02)

Oh baby, how sweet the words of you

it almost sounds too good to be true.

The sweetness of you is easily flown

Love, seems to be what you've shown.

 

My heart has been captured in ease

but scared that you're only a tease.

Have I given my heart a bit too soon

am I shooting way beyond the moon.

 

My heart is yours to forever keep

if you're not out to make me weep.

Promises, please do not plan to make

if your feelings for me are only fake.

 

To you, I'll give you my whole life

in hopes that i can make you my wife.

But if you're only out to leave me dry

then it would be  better we don't try.

 

For my heart is weak in previous ache

and i can't take another heart break.

The tears of me have shed without end

i don't want this to be only of pretend.

 

*If your feelings are true and pure,.. we'll be together, i'm sure*

 

(Written: 12/19/02)

 

Another life, another time

yes, you shall then be mine.

However long it will take

no more the same mistake.

 

I will wait for you until time

until you are again once mine.

Til the day we can both say

please baby, won't you stay.

 

No longer will we be scared

to express what wasn't shared.

No longer will we not try

another lifetime, i can not cry.

 

This life, we've both wrong

and didn't stay to be strong.

We both fled to have part

and ended in broken hearts.

 

*until we again meet.... my sweet* :)

 

(Written: 12/12/02)

 

Fingers crossed, wishing upon the midnight sky

before long, two stars appeared before our eyes.

Each has it's own uniqueness of divine shines

with rays of unbelievable sparkles that intertwine.

 

Lightyears apart in distance of universe division

but in the admiration of us, together it's in vision.

If one should shoot across the universe to find

let it be written, that it's more than just to unwind.

 

Though alone, they give off mesmerizing shine

each still seeks to one night shoot to combine.

Separate they give us hope and peace of mind

but together, how they make the Heaven divine.

 

How beautiful and sweet is this thing called Love.

when it's being sought even by the stars above.

It has greater value than that of you and me alone

every star across the universe has come to shown.

 

I hope that we have all come to learn something

that Love can be found in just about everything.

And that no matter how far the distance apart

we can always find a way to come together in Heart.

 

*wishing upon that of you and me... to one day be*

 

(Written: 01/15/03)

 

Baby, your love i can only hope in dream

as only in lands of illusions can it gleam.

A love felt so strong, yet can't find to be

I'm struggling just to make you love me.

 

In dreams, our flame of love, burns high

but in reality, it's yet to light up our sky.

My desire for you runs far in great need

but only in dreams, sow our lover's seed.

 

If reap in reality, what's sowed in dream

then we will have a Love of pure extreme.

But plant in dreams, remain lost in found

only exist to embrace in illusional bound.

 

Yet, in dreams or reality, I Love you true

and each breath taken, goes taken for you.

Your hand, I'll take in mine to smile wide

as I know, Heavenly Father will help guide.

 

With Love in our hearts and He to lead

our Love in destiny will come to succeed.

Have Faith in you and our Love, I will

in wherever, your heart is home to me still.

 

*Home is where i'll soon be.... a place for just you and me.*

 

(Written: 01/15/03)

 

True Love goes without saying

and heard without any praying.

True Love has always been us

it's seen in heart, without fuss.

 

Love fades not even when apart

it lives on in our bestowed heart.

Beating, growing in us strong

sprouting from seed to belong.

 

Thoughts fill the mind in day

longing to hear what you'll say.

Would it could it be love to me

that you're waiting to make be.

 

Only time can answer the miss

and grant the wish to our bliss.

Your beauty of vision lies still

and warmth of embrace to fill.

 

Love lives in all distance of far

in heart, Love narrows out mar.

Frozen in time and heaven sent

is our Love pure in great intent.

 

With you in my embracing sight

my smiling shines ever so bright.

A star of great distance in reach

has grasped down to that of each.

 

*Visions in disguise... goes seen in heart's eyes*

 

(Written: 01/27/03)

 

People say, Love is the greatest of gift

breath-taking moments of heaven's life.

My Heart once knew of such a feeling

but such has been lost without healing.

 

Beauty, I never knew existed until she

blessing to me,  the gift of sight to see.

Yet pain, I never felt until she had left

leaving behind aches of heart in theft.

 

I can't  say that I know where I wrong

nor pinpoint when I stopped in strong.

I only know that she is where I belong.

and only  she can  complete our  song.

 

But she left without words of goodbye

stole my  heart and  left it cold  to die.

Slowly in  death, is me in  silent  tears

alone to cry,  remembering  our years.

 

(Written: 01/21/03)

 

Today's Yesterday in tomorrow

 

Baby, so much time has passed us by

since the day, we've said good bye.

And each has gone their own way

searching for a new and better day.

 

Yesterdays can not be of tomorrow

life goes on only in without sorrow.

The past can not be left in to dwell

time heals the heart's eye of swell.

 

Let what has part be not left in wait

what is meant to be will be with fate.

Live yesterday's moment not in now

today's moments are here to be sow.

 

What smiles are kept in to remain

are treasured in times of joy or pain.

Smiling through tears not in vain

restoring strength back to full gain.

 

Onward, we are able to better move

now that our paths are paved smooth.

Stronger, we're because of our past

the future is ours to bring in to last.

 

(Written: 01/23/03)

 

A moment in time:

 

A moment in time, sought to remind

for a love true of Heart, lost in time.

Traveling back in to search for she

the one, who's been destined to me.

 

Framed in Love, she is again found

embracing in arms, silent in sound.

A Smiling Beauty, frozen over time

forever left in held will she be mine.

 

Pains in Heart, ache colors of blue

filling in true colors, a sadness due.

A leave in heart, she could never be

but slowly in blur, is the vision me.

 

Movement of none, but she's in fade

as the colors slowly turns in shade.

A gently brush and attempts to dry

as streams of tears fall from my cry.

 

Stares that last the day long, is me

every time i seek to find that of she.

Bodies of each have long gone two

but as one, our Hearts remain true.

 

*A pix to remind,... of our Love in time*

 

(Written: 01/24/03)

 

Have I ever been in Love?

 

Once upon a time, in long past

Love, I've once stumbled upon.

But I wasn't able to make it last.

and it slipped away like a con.

 

Leaving behind pains of betray

with emptiness of being taken.

Struggling to get through day

pondering on what's mistaken.

 

Nights of endless pray to wake

in hopes of a dream, it was only.

But as day came to be a break

left to wake were tears of lonely.

 

Another day to struggle through

blessed are others, cursed is me.

While others are smiling in true

i sad in tears to what couldn't be.

 

*Love I once had,... now left in sad*

 

(Written: 01/28/03)

 

Love in True, Strength in Friend

 

Someday, I will be strong enough to be friends

and no longer will i need to mask up in pretend.

But for now, I'm just a weakling behind smiles

clowning in joy, trying to hide tears for awhile.

Strength, I have not in shedding my tears loud

in silence, I'll keep in hidden from blue's cloud.

 

In separate ways of part, I must give way to be

I hope that you can come to understand in me.

For I've not strength in stay, it pains me to see

smiles of you to another, once belonging to me.

Slowly dying  in drowns of endless  silent tears

the heart of me, that once knew over the years.

 

Though tears me in pain, smiles I will give you

so that burdens of my tears, you will not accrue.

My Love for you runs  deeper than you'll know

i'm sorry, that at times, I'm not able to let show.

In fear of being hurt, I held back in telling you

now alone to shed tears, as we take paths of two.

 

As we part separate ways, please do remember

the love we brewed in dreams on last November.

How you came into my life,  remains a  Mystery

yet two of same, we came to share each's history.

Love, we found in each other's embracing arms

protectors of one another's heart in from harms.

 

Though you're not mine to keep, I'll set you free

so that you may spread your wings in to find he.

I wish you well on your journey of flight to Love

please do keep in heart, it's you i'm thinking of.

If fate should be kind in bringing you back to me

a friend to you, I'll then  have the  strength to be.

 

 

(Written: 01/30/03)

 

Sleepless nights of past

 

Tossed and turned in sleepless night

awake in redness eyes for day's light.

Starless skies of only darkness black

thoughts of you, tears took me back.

 

Missing that of your loving embrace

staring endlessly at your sweet face.

Holding the hands of heart with you

smiling in grateful as our love grew.

 

But dreams of once in loving stares

are now nightmares of endless tears.

Days of never-ending bliss in sweets

are now nights of forever sour beats.

 

Ache is the heart to memories of past

tears in pours, unable to make it last.

Separate ways, each flew to take on

days of two smiling as one, now gone.

 

Drenched is the pillow, soaked tears

seeping through night as light nears.

Weak in strength, praying to let end

another day of life, please don't send.

 

(Written: 01/30/03)

 

Don't know what you got

 

Don't know what you got until it's gone

dreams lost in night to breaks of dawn.

Thoughts of better in lands of unfound

led to lost in true by what's of confound.

 

Sought to seek in qualities of better play

alone is one, regretting still to this day.

Blind to treasure that's already blessed

fenced over for what's not of possessed.

 

Greener is to the eyes of desirable wants

reds of tear returning in ghostly haunts.

Poison is the content in desirable brew

sweetness in taste was the heart left blue.

 

Visions of beauty are disguises by sight

left are tears praying in sighful contrite.

Mistakes made in times less than a blink

to visions of beauty no more than a wink.

 

Days of dreams once held in Love's arm

lost in slipped, through fingers of charm.

Gone now is the Love that was once true

unable to know my worth in love for you.

 

(written: 02/01/03)

 

Seek to find, lost in best

 

 We've often taken for granted, things blessed

always in constant search of what is not ours.

Overlooking the very thing that is most dear

something, we had once chased in all hours.

 

Is it the thrill of the chase that makes us seek

or is it simply the thought of it not being best.

For surely something that has been in caught

could not be of finest and would not give rest.

 

Our desires of want, end the moment it's ours

and anew develops to be engulf to satiation.

Sad to say, that our wants are of never-ending

always something to chase in every situation.

 

Beliefs of us, taking us to think more is better

and to have less is to fall behind in lost value.

Driven by our greed and desire in best, we go

in places of near and far, destinations of new.

 

But as we'll soon journey to find at road's end

the treasure of greatest value was in our hand.

And with every step taken, we lose more value

for best has always been where we once stand.

 

Written: 05/11/2003

 

Im sorry that I could not be stronger, Boo

But life, I just could not live without you.

If I should die before your morning wake

I pray that you will keep My Heart in take.

 

Words of promise, we wrote in stars above

Please let it be a reminder of our once Love.

Im sorry my sin will take away my wings

Even more so, if tears, I should end in bring.

 

But I know youll be alright even without me

A woman of great strength, youve come be.

Please take good care of yourself in smiles

I will be going and it wont be just for awhile.

 

The Greatest of Blessing, youve been to me

If nothing else, that, I hope youve come see.

Ive failed you in this lifetime with my past

And it stood in our way of making Love last.

 

This lifetime, Ill take, so another I can go wait

And hope that you, I can again find with Fate.

But if my sin should forever take eternity away

Know that I Loved you, until my very last day.

(written: undated)

 

Winds of change howl through the night

Chills the air of warmth walked by day.

Plays in tune is the song of coming home

Tire in walk, seeking for eternal in sleep.

 

Smiles of laughter that once gleamed

Closed in eyes to rest of peaceful dreams.

Promises kept in left, remains true still.

Engraved in love among the stars above.

 

Faces of once knew gone unrecognized

Death bestowed upon a soul left to frail.

Cries of tear sends weeps of fear in back

For a love true to needs of selfish acts.

 

Pains in strength is the strike of midnight

What is part to that left most in from dark.

Light brings near forth new gates of walk.

Memories of then flashed to darkness black.

 

Left in move is but a single tear still in drop.